...broken.record...

anyone who knows me- can tell you when I get into something... I'm extreme all in or all out kind of girl... no fence walking for me. So when I love a song for example and it's really hitting me like crazy inspiration- speaking to me... I play that bitch on repeat like it's my J-O-B... no joke. I swear on Jimi Hendrix! And I just can't.. can't cant and WONT stop listening to ADELE'S "ROLLING IN THE DEEP"... I would type an entire memoir about why but sometimes I need to learn how to edit my shit a bit. Enjoy- listen to it with your eyes closed. then watch the video. then just read the lyrics- (this is my little obsession dissections I do when faced with this head on) if something doesn't make you feel- like really get that hard to swallow lump that's built in your throat- then stop fucking reading, you'll never understand a damn thing in art- my work- or any other artist's work I discuss on here.)

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,

Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside your hand,
But you played it with a beating,

Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.




read the lyrics? ok- now the video!!


CAN WE JUST TALK A MINUTE ABOUT VICCI MARTINEZ- MY AMAZING POWERHOUSE TEACUP LEZZY ON THE VOICE SINGING THE LIVING SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIT OUT OF THIS?!???!??



ok some amazing imagery from this video! first- it's fucking incredible. Artistically- it just SPEAKS volumes. Because of the restraint it shows and concise direction.. and creates these amazing images in my mind- that are so fucking inspiring. The drummer under the stairwell. adele sitting in the antique french chaise. the glimpses of her face from the shadowed angles. (not going to lie- this looks freakishly like BSJ's house (my dad) if it was empty. I love it. (The fireplaces and rich mahogany woods made me go ooh! home!) the broken china next to the door. dont even START me on the dancer in the white powder cloud. fuck. brilliance was created! THIS is why I love when photographers becoming directors- I swear it's just- moments of brilliance captured on video instead of a still photo. Best. genius. INSPIRED!

Jimi Hendrix getting ready to watch the video with mommy!

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each time I watch- I get goosebumps when I notice something so simple yet so beautiful that draws me in more- for example right fucking now- as if I haven't worn the shit out of youtube out- watching I saw the china being thrown (off screen

a side shot) at a projector screen from the stairs. (inspiring really amazing layout ideas for the editorial shooting I've been loosing sleep over)

"the scars of your love- they leave me breathless. we could have it all"

-that is fucking epic-

I just want to be in a bayou down south listening to this, on repeat- drinking whiskey on ice. with jimi hendrix. period.

xo
*bella*