....wish.you.were.here...

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from hell?
Blue skies from pain?
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade
Your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cold breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange
A walk on part in the war
For a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl
Year after year
Running over the same old ground
What have we found?
The same old fears
Wish you were here


for you mom... wishing you were here everyday, every hour, every minute of everyday... i wish you were here mom... more than anything in the world... i close my eyes and see you face, smell your skin, feel your arms around me, and when i open my eyes- you're not... and I know that i will see you again... but I'm selfish- and just wish you were here mom... so much.. so much... so I could be whole again...
xo
*your little tiny dancer*
bella